Friday, September 22, 2006
HAPPY 6TH MONTHS LAOGONG!!sorry about everything just now..today wasn't really a good day. argued with him, some stuff in school, still having cramps, and i have snyto tml. why do i have to argue with him on our 6th months anniversary? ugh i just like suck big time lah. i seem to have this talent to screw things up perfectly i dunno why. today was supposed to be a happy day and it turned out this way.i dunno what to do now already lah. all i know is i feel like shit now. sigh.rachel called me just now, and for some reason i just broke down suddenly. den i was replying laogong den after that she suddenly said that she call me back later cos she was talking to some guy i think. like end the conversation so abruptly. see, even the person i was once so close with doesn't really care about me now.Hold on...if you feel like letting go..Hold on...it gets better than you know..i just suddenly feel like breaking down now. i've made things worse. and everything's my fault. but i dowan to lose everything.. i just can't afford to lose him. i've already lost her, i can't do without him.
7:38 PM
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